It is said that Paganism
is a religion of joy and Christianity of sorrow; it would be just as easy to
prove that Paganism is pure sorrow and Christianity pure joy.
Such conflicts mean
nothing and lead nowhere. Everything human must have in it both joy and sorrow;
the only matter of interest is the manner in which the two things are balanced
or divided.
And the really
interesting thing is this, that the pagan was (in the main) happier and happier
as he approached the earth, but sadder and sadder as he approached the heavens.
The gaiety of the best Paganism, as in the playfulness of Catullus or
Theocritus, is, indeed, an eternal gaiety never to be forgotten by a grateful
humanity.
But it is all a gaiety
about the facts of life, not about its origin. To the pagan the small things
are as sweet as the small brooks breaking out of the mountain; but the broad
things are as bitter as the sea. When the pagan looks at the very core of the
cosmos he is struck cold. Behind the gods, who are merely despotic, sit the
fates, who are deadly. Nay, the fates are worse than deadly; they are dead.
And when rationalists say that the ancient
world was more enlightened than the Christian, from their point of view they
are right. For when they say “enlightened” they mean darkened with incurable
despair.
It is profoundly true
that the ancient world was more modern than the Christian. The common bond is
in the fact that ancients and moderns have both been miserable about existence,
about everything, while mediaevals were happy about that at least. I freely
grant that the pagans, like the moderns, were only miserable about everything —
they were quite jolly about everything else. I concede that the Christians of
the Middle Ages were only at peace about everything — they were at war about
everything else.
But if the question turn
on the primary pivot of the cosmos, then there was more cosmic contentment in
the narrow and bloody streets of Florence than in the theatre of Athens or the
open garden of Epicurus. Giotto lived in a gloomier town than Euripides, but he
lived in a gayer universe.
* * *
The mass of men have been forced to be gay about the little
things, but sad about the big ones. Nevertheless (I offer my last dogma
defiantly) it is not native to man to be so.
Man is more
himself, man is more manlike, when joy is the fundamental thing in him, and
grief the superficial. Melancholy should be an innocent interlude, a tender and
fugitive frame of mind; praise should be
the permanent pulsation of the soul.
Pessimism is at best an emotional half-holiday; joy is the uproarious labour by which all
things live.
Yet, according to the apparent estate of man as seen by the
pagan or the agnostic, this primary need of human nature can never be
fulfilled. Joy ought to be expansive; but for the agnostic it must be
contracted, it must cling to one corner of the world. Grief ought to be a
concentration; but for the agnostic its desolation is spread through an
unthinkable eternity. This is what I call being born upside down.
The sceptic may truly be said to be topsy-turvy; for his feet are
dancing upwards in idle ecstasies, while his brain is in the abyss. To the
modern man the heavens are actually below the earth. The explanation is simple;
he is standing on his head; which is a very weak pedestal to stand on. But when
he has found his feet again he knows it.
Christianity
satisfies suddenly and perfectly man’s ancestral instinct for being the right
way up; satisfies it supremely in this; that by its creed joy becomes something
gigantic and sadness something special and small.
The vault above us is not deaf because the universe is an idiot;
the silence is not the heartless silence of an endless and aimless world.
Rather the silence around us is a small and pitiful stillness like the prompt
stillness in a sick-room. We are perhaps permitted tragedy as a sort of
merciful comedy: because the frantic energy of divine things would knock us
down like a drunken farce. We can take our own tears more lightly than we could
take the tremendous levities of the angels. So we sit perhaps in a starry chamber of silence, while the laughter of
the heavens is too loud for us to hear.
Joy,
which was the small publicity of the pagan, is the gigantic secret of the
Christian. I open again the strange small book from which all Christianity
came; and I am again haunted by a kind of confirmation.
The tremendous
figure which fills the Gospels towers in this respect, as in every other, above
all the thinkers who ever thought themselves tall. His pathos was
natural, almost casual. The Stoics, ancient and modern, were proud of
concealing their tears. He never concealed His tears; He showed them plainly on
His open face at any daily sight, such as the far sight of His native city. Yet
He concealed something.
Solemn supermen and imperial diplomatists are proud of
restraining their anger. He never restrained His anger. He flung furniture down
the front steps of the Temple, and asked men how they expected to escape the
damnation of Hell.
Yet He restrained something. I say it with reverence; there was
in that shattering personality a thread that must be called shyness.
There was something that He hid from all men when He went up a
mountain to pray. There was something that He covered constantly by abrupt
silence or impetuous isolation. There was some one thing that was too great for
God to show us when He walked upon our earth; and I have sometimes fancied that it was His mirth.
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