Why I Believe in the Resurrection.

As I was drifting off to sleep last night, I murmured, “I believe in the resurrection.”

Roy woken up, said, amused, “I am glad to hear it!”

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I was thinking of this passage I had recently read in Diarmaid MacCulloch’s magisterial, A History of Christianity.

Christianity is, at root, a personality cult. Its central message is the story of a person, Jesus, whom Christians believe is the Christ (from a Greek word, meaning Anointed One): the God who was, is and ever shall be, yet who is at the same time a human being, set in historic time. Christians believe that they can still meet this human being in a fashion comparable to the experience of the disciples who walked with him in Galilee, and saw him die on the cross. They are convinced that this meeting transforms lives—as has been evident in the experiences of other Christians across the centuries.

For me, that’s the ultimate proof of the resurrection—that Jesus is as real to me as anyone I know. Realer, perhaps, because I feel I know him better than many people I know.

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The pastor of my old church, Williamsburg Community Chapel, Virginia, Bill Warrick, describes how he asked a Young Life mentee, “If you could speak to Jesus, and be answered, would you believe?” The young man answered (and this was the American South), “Oh yes, Sir, that would be the ultimate extraterrestrial experience!”

Indeed, prayer, asking Jesus how to do things--whether it’s thorny home-managing things, or business stuff, or writing, or blogging, or even Twitter!!—and receiving surprising and brilliant answers is the ultimate extra-terrestrial experience.

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American Bible teacher, Beth Moore, says she was asked, “How do you know that Christ is real?” She answered, “If he wasn’t, then I must be crazy, because I talk to him all the time, and he answers.”  

It’s one proof, to me, that Christ is real and alive. I feel I can ask him questions, and get an answer. I can ask him how to do things, or what to do, and clarity comes, and, often, insight and a Gordian-knot-cutting to the heart of the problem, that comes from beyond myself, from way beyond my radar, my intelligence, or the way I normally think.

Of course, if researchers track creative people who meditate, they might come across similar answers surfacing from the unconscious. Whole mathematical careers, for instance, Ramanujan’s, have been built on these heuristic insights. (Interestingly, Ramanujan claimed he received his mathematical insights while absorbed in prayer and meditation).

What is more amazing, perhaps, is when prayer changes things outside yourself—other people’s hearts, external events, accelerates a career, when co-incidences accumulate when one prays, Berlin walls topple, glasnost occurs, in our lives and in the world.

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Ultimately, I believe in the resurrection because to me Christ is so real that I can often see him with the eyes of faith. Because, on request, he can turn my moods around, and fill my heart with joy.

Because he answers my prayers, in the micro level of my mind, heart and spirit, and in the macro-level by orchestrating and bringing about events which I am powerless to do anything about

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John’s proof of the reality of Jesus was that he had seen him: 1 John 1 That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked at and our hands have touched—this we proclaim concerning the Word of life. The life appeared; we have seen it and testify to it,

I believe in the resurrection because I have experienced him, and he has changed the deep structure of my mind, heart and spirit on a molecular level, as he changed water to wine, fed 5000 with 5 loaves, made water as solid as earth and walked on it, and resurrected the dead body of Lazarus—and then his own.