The Celtic Spiritual
tradition believes in thin places, where the spiritual world almost pushes in on
our physical world. Where we can see through the transparent veil of our world
to the just-as-real, invisible supernatural world, which is charged with the
glory of God, whose hills might be ringed with angels in chariots of fire, if
we have beseeched their protection.
I used to be sceptical of the
notion that God was more present in one place than in another, until I
experienced thin places.
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Thin places, in fact, are often
places where people have worshipped and sought God for decades or centuries.
I myself do not like being in,
and would not buy a house in which people have deeply sinned, and been
desperately unhappy. I sense the atmosphere as soon as I enter, and feel
oppressed. Similarly, I would not wear the jewellery of someone who has been
very unhappy in her life or marriage (and jewellery is a big deal in Indian
culture. I daily wear the jewellery of my mother, grandmother and great grandmother). I sense that sin and sorrow attract dark spirits who might linger. (Not a
theology here, just a personal sense!)
Thin places are the opposite. It
is fanciful to suppose that places in which thousands have prayed would attract
the spirit of God—and angelic presences?
Or perhaps what happens in a pilgrimage
spot is not that God descends to earth in a shower of radiance and the earth
ever after exudes his fragrance. Perhaps it is we sanctify spots of earth when
we bring our weary spirits, our thwarted hopes, the whole human freight of
grief, and pray—our eyes grown wide and trusting; our being, a concentrated
yearning. Perhaps that yearning, that glimpse of better things, so attracts the
spirit of God that it makes the spot sacred and lingers in the earth and air
and water so that future pilgrims say, "God is here."
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I felt that when we visited Ffald-y-Brenin. There was a
peace and holiness in the air that was beyond rationality. I could vividly sense the presence of God in the peace, and especially in the high cross,
placed on the highest hill towering over the countryside.
I gave up deconstructing it after a
while. I surrendered to the peace. As Eliot says in Little Gidding,
You are not here to verify,
Instruct yourself, or inform curiosity Or carry report. You are here to kneel Where prayer has been valid.
I was stunned by the peace I could not
rationalize, a sudden clarity of thinking and creativity. I guess I could call
it the spirit of God. Healing hangs in the air. Looking back at
my post written there, I see I was praying for healing from self-induced
adrenal fatigue. Well, seven months later, it is completely gone, and I am
gulping down books again, and writing a lot.
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We have all experienced thin places, surely. For me, just being by
the ocean, listening to the roar of the waves quietens me, helps me remember God,
opens me up to his spirit. I suddenly find myself praying in tongues, and I
pick up God’s guidance and directives most clearly on my beach walks.
And, as all cultures at all times have
noticed, mountains are specially charged with the presence of God. There is a
freedom, serenity and peace in the mountains, and one’s thoughts instinctively
gravitate to God.
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And, of course, in our own homes and
lives, there are places which have been worn thin by the fact that we often
pray there.
I pray face down in my bedroom, soaking
prayer, and the accustomed place and posture probably more quickly tunes my
spirit to peace.
I also enjoy walking and praying in the
fields around my house for I live in the country. Again the accustomed routine
of walking and praying more quickly makes me feel happy and exhilarated and
within a short time, I find myself praying in tongues.
Memory and associations are powerful.
As we can feel stressed and uneasy by unconscious memories of past trauma in associated
places or situations or physical positions, so too our spirits can be swiftly
be tuned to peace in a place in which we have often experienced God’s spirit.
For instance, in a particular church.
Working in my own garden in a thin
place for me. Sooner or later, joy returns. Sooner or later, I find myself
praying, often in tongues.
And this is an unfeminist observation,
and I hesitate making it, (since I have a semi-early-retired husband who works
from home, and a cleaner, so don’t do it much)—but a thin place for me is
tidying up. My body works, and feel happy working, but my mind is fallow.
Clarity comes as I work, ideas for blog posts or how to work out points in the
blog on which I am stuck on. Peace returns, and I find myself praying.
How about you? Which are the thin
places in which you most powerfully experience God’s spirit?
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Seeking to soak in the love of the Father, know Jesus, and chase the wild goose of the Holy Spirit, I try to do theology in beautiful Oxford, England. I post chapters of my memoir-in-progress "I Lift up my Eyes to the Hills" here as they are written.
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I appreciate your thoughts here - and agree. Your putting them into words verifies their truth. And I too share a love of cleaning - or any physical work - it seems to clear my mind and open my heart to the voice of God. Thanks so much for writing. This has become one of my favorite blogs. Truth is freeing.
ReplyDeleteThank you visiting, Janet. And welcome to my blog!
ReplyDeleteCan't say I love tidying up, but when i do it, i do relax, even pray:-)
I find sometimes the thin places are not actually places, but songs, the spoken Word and just His hand on my shoulder. It cannot be duplicated, either.
ReplyDeleteJesus presence floods the car, or the room and I cannot mistake it for anything else.
My zen place is mowing the grass. Oddly enough, as such a geek as I am, I do "feel" or rather "sense" the mood of a location and/or group of people. Just like the aroma of chocolate chip cookies or the crunch of footsteps in the quiet snow the evoke a sense of the past, I think that the "smell" of particular places is powerful and largely unconscious.
ReplyDeleteThat's so evocatively written ,Anita.I can sure understand the part about the jewellery one wears handed down by the mother or grandmother. I too have a favourite pair which just brings me closer to her that way .It seems to radiate a sense of peace over me.Same for the house, one can sense peace or unhappiness both as one steps in.In fact a line from some old poem, or a book under my pillow is also the catalyst to abstract thin places.God Bless! and keep writing. I enjoy your blog
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely and priceless experience, MOLLIE!
ReplyDeleteLA, I've heard that smells powerfully evoke memories of the submerged past.
Thanks much, Na. Thanks for visiting.
Hi Anita!
ReplyDeleteGreat, great, great post. Isn't there somewhere in the old testament about someone having a possession that had negative associations similar to what you speak of?
Speaking of jewelry...I went to a prophetic conference once. The lady spoke out loud that someone had been holding onto some jewelry that was from an evil relationship. She described it more specifically but I'm being general because of the internet. It was totally me. I had it destroyed ASAP.
What about God redeeming negative/bad belongings, houses, or jewelry? Say, like buying things thrifted, which is the cool thing to do here in Seattle?
I'm just curious... since you have more knowledge than I... are there good examples of this concept in the Bible?
Hi Archer, I don't know if this is what you were thinking of, but when the Israelites conquered pagan nations, they were told to destroy everything. Aachan, for instance, was put to death for retaining some of the plunder.
ReplyDeleteI just threw a personal feeling (almost superstition) of mine about wearing jewellery of people who have been unhappy for decades. The story of the Hope Diamond for instance illustrates this. But, it is more a personal feeling, almost superstition.
There is a old retreat centre in Wales, Fflad-y-Brenin which I have visited last year, and am visiting again next year. They entreated the protection of the blood of Jesus over every room, every beam, every nook and cranny.
I am middle-aged and have been married for 23 years. So obviously, I do have things that are associated with my own sin and suffering. And I do pray for the blood of Jesus to change, redeem and transform them. And have experienced this redemption in some ways, in that I have had many my deepest spiritual experiences on a piece of furniture which had difficult, even traumatic memories associated with it.
But it is now soaked and redeemed with the blood and presence of Jesus. Hopefully our house, like the world, is becoming "crowded" with his presence.
“We may ignore, but we can nowhere evade, the presence of God. The world is crowded with Him. He walks everywhere incognito.” C. S. Lewis
Yes, I do think we can brings things as well as ourselves to the cross, and ask God to change their meanings and significance. And turn the "curse" into a blessing!