When I was teaching myself French, using BBC videos, I heard a French
monk sum up his life of silence, community, service, work in the sun, prayer, discipline,
regularity, simple eating, simple living, no private possessions, saying, “It’s a beautiful life in itself.”
I last read John Piper’s Desiring
God when Irene was a baby, so I can’t quote verbatim, but Piper describes a
similar statement by a French monk, and then quotes Paul, “If only for this life we have hope
in Christ, we are of all people most to be pitied.” He goes on to say it would
be foolish to live a Christian life, and follow Christ, if Christ were not in
fact the resurrected Lord.
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And
that’s a funny thing, when you come to think of it. We’re just four babies
making up a game, if you’re right. But four babies playing a game can make a
play-world which licks your real world hollow. That’s why I’m going to stand by
the play-world.
I’m on
Aslan’s side even if there isn’t any Aslan to lead it. I’m going to live as
like a Narnian as I can, even if there isn’t any Narnia ’ (The Silver Chair)
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I myself have absolutely no doubt of the
existence of God, or of Jesus. And, when it comes down to it, it’s
because of personal experience of them.
In one
of her videos, American
Bible teacher, Beth Moore, says she was asked, “How do you know that Christ is real?” She
answered, “If he wasn’t, then I must be crazy, because I talk to him all the
time, and he answers.”
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In the unlikely event that all the times small and
astonishing miracles happened because I prayed; things changed; people changed;
I changed—were just a coincidence; if the times when I came to prayer depressed
and beaten down, and left full of joy, if all this too was illusory-- it would
still be worth following Christ.
I
used to wish bad things for those guys. I hoped that karma would get them. That
they would be impotent. Or in unhappy marriages. Or living miserable lives. I
wanted revenge but, alas, vengeance was not mine to be had.
Oh come on! Why
would we choose to live in this angry mental state? This horrible turmoil. This
impotent hatred. This evil, negative mental state.
How much better to
follow Jesus’s instructions to “Love your enemies. Do good to those who hate
you. Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who persecute you.”
And be free. And
live in a mental state of peace and good will and high energy.
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“Let your yes be
yes, and your no be no.”
Even if Jesus were
not God, would it not be better for us to be women of your word, to be trusted and
relied on, rather than lying, or changing our minds, or whinging our way out of
things if something better came along?
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“Do not worry. Do
not be afraid, ” Jesus says many times, in many ways. "I have worried
about many things in
my life, most of which never happened," said Mark Twain. So have I. So have you. Wouldn’t it be
better not to worry about many things most of which never happen--whether Jesus
were God, or not?
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Gentleness--Jesus teaches. The Kingdom
of God is within us, and so preserve your peace, and sweetness. Let there be
honey within your soul.
Gentleness, he preaches: If someone
forces you to go one mile, go two. If someone slaps you, don’t slap him back.
He would retaliate, and you would both be bruised. Gently turn the other cheek.
Oh all this is sublime, almost to the
point of insanity. Sublime, and wise. Isn’t it better to march two miles in
love, and prayer, than one in hatred and resentment? Isn’t it better to have
one hard, and one gentler slap, than retaliate, and end up with broken bones?
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Oh Jesus, you are sublime, and you are
wise, and you are brilliant, and it makes total sense to follow you teachings whether you are God, or not.
But,
oh, how delighted I am that you are indeed my Lord, and my God!
Love, love, LOVE this!! I agree wholeheartedly.
ReplyDeleteThe old jaunty hymn- He Lives- comes to mind. "You ask me how I know He lives, He lives within my heart."
ReplyDeleteThanks, KD and Mollie!
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